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forgetfulness

how do i say this, but i forgot that i had started a blog. my intention had been to write daily, now its been several days without an entry. i sippose theres no reason to post on a day when theres little that has changed. today i got edits back from my coach. i had given these to her 11 days ago, so im definitely concerned, because my deadline is looming. her feedback is useful, but with her health condition, she has not been present, and im not sure that this serves my purpose, i wonder if this turns out to be another dead end?

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